Friday, November 13, 2009

Dreams Vs Reality



You came to me

And turned my life in to a beautiful dream.

A dream which I never dreamt off

It was eternal bliss.

I couldn’t sleep

My reality was more beautiful than any of the dreams,

But you broke the dream.

Now I don wanna face the reality,

I wanna live in the dreams.

Dream where you are not there.

But I fail in it too.

When I close my eyes and try to sleep,

You came along with me in my dreams.

And now Im leading a life..

A life where I can neither confront the reality nor live in the dreams.


Sunday, November 1, 2009

~~~HaPpY bIrThDaY~~~


P.S (For the Pic,only for the person to whom this post is dedicated :) ): Look at those chweet puppy eyes :D


Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To You Dear P….O

Happy Birthday To You

May God Bless You Dear

May God Bless You Dear

May God Bless You Dear S…..O

Happy Birthday To You..

Wish You A Very Happy Birthday My Dear Best Of Best Of Best Of Bestestttttttttttt Friend :)


Yes guys.. Its my best friend’s B’day..

Yayy.. !!

Im so Happy :)

Wowww... (Im dancing here)

Lemme calm down.

Yes.. Now Im a bit stable ;) :D

So as I mentioned before Its my best of best of best of bestesttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt friend’s birthday.

He is an awesome guy. Trust me he completes the definition of a best friend. Hes an angel. My "Guardian Angel". Who is always with me like my shadow holding my hand and and saying “Im always there beside you dear “

Aaah.. It feels like heaven when he calls me Dear. Yes many use dear to show their affection and care but when he uses it,it is very special,very very special. I love being with him, fighting with him(these days we are kinda more in to it but yeah we make up things very soon :D) , shouting at him , yelling at him , smiling with him and cry with him. I feel his presence everywhere guarding me and protecting me from ever single thing.

My day mostly starts with his message and ends by wishing him goodnight. :)

I remember how I changed his sleep timings :D and mind you none of us regret about it. We just love being together and if given a chance we can talk nonstop for the entire day if we both are free I mean if we are not ought to go to college , read , give exams and all.. and we got enough balance in our mobile hehehe ;) :D

There were days when we both talked to eachother at 2:44am till 4:30am and then sleep getup in the morning and go to our respective colleges and keep on messaging when ever we are free. My friends have gone mad seeing me sending messages everytime I get a gap of minimum of 5 mins and so does he.

Hehehe yeah we are crazy :D

Two stupids who doesn’t have any time sense :D

Hes always there with me. Always ready to give his shoulder to lean upon and cry.. cry till my sorrows drain.

He says.. “I don care as long as it yours..Its a custom made to wipe away all your tears..and charm it so that you don’t need to cry again...” and gives me a very warm hug.

Yes P….O I have saved it in my mobile. And can never ever delete it .

I always complain him about his mobile network and threaten him saying “One night I’ll come to your place, take your mobile, remove the sim and break it in to 3 pieces and throw one in Bay Of Bengal , other in Arabian sea and the last piece in Indian Ocean “ :D (Now he changed the sim coz of some xyz reason so there is need of me turning in to a thief hehehe :D )

He gives me a stupid smile and say “He loves it when Im angry at him.. oh no.. when I fake anger “ Dumbo.. I never fake anything. When I say I’m angry with you I’m seriously angry with you maybe hmm.. 0.000000000001%. Got it?

Hes well aware that I can never be angry at him and cannot stay longer without talking to him. He uses it and bets over it.Ehhh ‘S…..O ‘ >:P

Its exactly 1yr n 4 months since the day he sent me the friend request in orkut and I accepted it . Noone knows why he felt like making me as his friend but trust me there was not even a single moment I regret about it :)

Infact I consider myself to be a “Truly Blessed Girl” to have him in my life. I thankyou god for sending this angel in my life :)

At first we were just hi n bye frnz. It was actually in Feb when we started talking to eachother and days passed we became good frnz. He showed me his blog and I loved it in the sight itself :) (hey wow… well nothing :D) He always wanted me to start a blog. I really donno why he said that but here I am :).

My exams were on my head so I stopped coming online. There were many scraps asking where are you and all and there was one scrap from him too. I felt good when I saw his scrap :)

Soon after my exams I met him. We spoke to eachother and he again started asking me to start a blog. I always used to postpone it and honestly speaking I avoided that topic. But one morning I got up and switched on my sys and penned down some stuff. I immediately mailed it to him and he loved it too. It took 2days for me to signup and do everything and he was patient enough to be with me and guide me :). I tell him everything even if I get a new follower I just message him . And hes more happier than me. Hes my critic :)

Hes the one whom I name with worlds most weirdest names. I scold him alott , kick him , slap him and ofcourse hug him :) (Mind you.. Abusive lang is prohibited between us).

A very hugeeeeeeeeeeee Emma Watson fan and hates her boyfriend. Yes I said Emma..hehehe see hes blushing :D :P:P. I love pulling his leg . Never ever miss a chance to tease him. And even he tries to do it but Im sorry I don allow him to do that (Don say it is unfair… c’mon its my wish :P :P)

If I continue this way I can write more than the seven series of Harry Potter (I preferably used Harry Potter coz hes an HP freak) ;)

Jus wanna say.,

P….O,If there is any reason coz of which Im standing here like this carrying a true smile on my face then its just gotta be you. If you were not there giving me your shoulder to cry and made me strong enough to face any problem then I can never imagine where I would have been.

I just love you for what you are. I don have any words to express how much you mean to me.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:D<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

I don wanna threaten you to kill you if you ever try to leave me coz I know “MY” P….O, He can never ever leave me.I trust you :)

I really cant wait for the day when I can directly meet you.

I’m sure we will make it a day. A day where we are together making the best of each and every moment :)

You are one of the best things ever happened in my life and one of the most important person in my life. You have a very beautiful heart and I jus love you my dear Best Of Best Of Best Of Bestest Friend Amal.

Yes I’m talking about the same guy whos in your mind right now. ;)

Mr. Amal Bose The Great (lols..look at his face.. :P :P)

Happy Birthday once again P….O :)

We were , are and will be friends no no Best Friends for ever n ever n ever…….


I dedicate this song for you P....O



CRASH & BURN By Savage Garden


When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone



P.S : P….O & S…..O are two of the many names I kept for him and Im sorry I cant reveal it. Coz I don wanna share my copy rights with anyone :D :D


P.S.S : Thanks alot "The Aspirant " for sharing this song with me :)


P.S.S.S : Im a bit superstitious so.. “ Buri nazar vale muuh kala tera “ >:P >:P