Thankyou God!

Oh dear god!

Till now , Till this very moment ,

I’ve always wondered what you want from me?

Why are you placing so many hurdles in front of me?

Why do I find thorns in my path?

Why do I fall down with every step I take?

And yes!

I did ask “why me?”

Now , I realized it god.

I know why you made me face all those troubles,

Those fights ,

The way I struggled at every point of my life,

And I’m still struggling .

Now , I know god..

You want me to see the reality,

The true face of the world!

The way people cheat you,

The way people betray you,

The way people fake their identities.

Now , I’ve seen the true color of people whom I thought is a care-taker.

Someone I can trust.

Someone I can look-up to.

Someone once I’ve believed in.

Yeah! , once I believed , but stopped it long back.

Still , I had some kind of , I don’t know , hope may be , that he’s good.

Now, everything is clear god.

Today,

I announce the death of a person,

A person who stole my innocence .

A person who broke my trust on him ,

Who left me incompetent to trust anyone,

And the worst of all ,

Was once my identity.

R.I.P !

P.S : I don’t give a damn about others. No , nomore.

Thankyou God!

Let go??!!.. No..Not yet..

I never thought I would say this,

I never thought I would do this.

The face which

once made my heart skip a beat,

brought tears of love in my eyes,

Now, seeks hatred.

Brings tears out of an unknown reason.

Is the mist getting cleared?

Or am I getting trapped in the maze??

What ever it maybe,

I'm nomore afraid of the consequences,

I'm nomore scared of hurting you.

I don't mind if I'm wrong.

I want to zip my heart and listen to my mind.

Coz, I'm done.

Now it's your turn love,

A chance to explain things,

make me understand,

wipe my tears,

clear the fog,

make me smile.

Oh wait!

Is this the time for your call?

Or have you missed it long back??

I don't know.

But now

here I'am,

Making the final call.

A call which free's you from this dreading relation,

Which helps you get rid of the baggage and get a new one.

But, are you ready for this love?

Can you with stand this hate?

No I was never asked this question.

It always used to come at the time I least expected it.

I don't wanna be that harsh to you,

I wanna give you one chance.

Coz , at the end of the day,

This heart beats for you,

And the moment the heart stops beating,

Even the mind stops functioning.

So , even if I win, I'm the one who loses.

P.S : I wanted to pen down the verses of a true heart, the feeling when it decides to give up and starts to hate , but ended up giving one more chance. Maybe it's not that easy to hate the person we love. Maybe...
Ameen!!