Faithfully!

So many people try to make me smile,
But noone could bring back that lost smile.
So many reasons to laugh,
Yet don't feel like laughing.
So many surprises,
None of them paced my heart.
So many occasions to celebrate,
But don't wanna celebrate any.

I just wanna sit idle.
Don't wanna be with friends.
I just wanna be silent.
Feelings have frozen long back.
Smile has turned in to a fake one.
I see your pic all time.
I read our chats all day.
Tears occasionally visit me,
Tell me I'm alive.
I'm awake all day,
I'm awake all night.
I don't know if I'm have turned in to a Nocturnal or an Insomniac.
All I know is,
I still wait for you,
Will always do.
Coz, when I said I'm yours,
I meant ' faithfully ' :)
I Love You.



P.S. I Love You :)

Let go??!!.. No..Not yet..

I never thought I would say this,

I never thought I would do this.

The face which

once made my heart skip a beat,

brought tears of love in my eyes,

Now, seeks hatred.

Brings tears out of an unknown reason.

Is the mist getting cleared?

Or am I getting trapped in the maze??

What ever it maybe,

I'm nomore afraid of the consequences,

I'm nomore scared of hurting you.

I don't mind if I'm wrong.

I want to zip my heart and listen to my mind.

Coz, I'm done.

Now it's your turn love,

A chance to explain things,

make me understand,

wipe my tears,

clear the fog,

make me smile.

Oh wait!

Is this the time for your call?

Or have you missed it long back??

I don't know.

But now

here I'am,

Making the final call.

A call which free's you from this dreading relation,

Which helps you get rid of the baggage and get a new one.

But, are you ready for this love?

Can you with stand this hate?

No I was never asked this question.

It always used to come at the time I least expected it.

I don't wanna be that harsh to you,

I wanna give you one chance.

Coz , at the end of the day,

This heart beats for you,

And the moment the heart stops beating,

Even the mind stops functioning.

So , even if I win, I'm the one who loses.

P.S : I wanted to pen down the verses of a true heart, the feeling when it decides to give up and starts to hate , but ended up giving one more chance. Maybe it's not that easy to hate the person we love. Maybe...
Ameen!!

Your Smile..!!

I’ll wait ,

Yes! I’ll wait a thousand years , if I’m assured that I can see you smile.

I’m ready to cry,

Yes! I’m ready to shed a million tears, if it worth’s your smile.

I’ll smile,

Yes! I’ll genuinely smile, if I believe you’ve got one too.

Coz ,

It’s your smile which I wanna see,

It’s your smile I miss,

It’s your smile I long for,

It’s your smile I need more than the air,

Because,

It’s your smile which makes my life worth living! :)

P.S . I Love You :)

Stay - My second TAG!

Thanku ‘ The Aspirant’ for this wonderful tag ;) :)

This is my second tag. And I loved doing this. And most of them were right. Some have hit the Bull’s eye too ;)

So , let’s move on..

Rules::

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, IPOD etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1. If someone asks you, “are you okay ? ?” you say:

My heart Beats For Love – Miley Cyrus

10 on 10 :)

2. How would you describe yourself ?

Love The Way You Lie – Eminem n Rihanna feat

Maybe!

3. What do you like in a guy/girl ?

Permanent December – Miley Cyrus

:|

The question should be

‘What do you think when you meet a guy? ‘

4. How do you feel today ?

There’s gonna be one less lonely girl – Justin Bieber

Yeah! I don’t know I’ve this strange feeling. Well Let's see.

5. What is your life’s purpose ?

Goodbye – Miley Cyrus

Haha.. Goodbye is the word which I hear the most that too from the one I least expect it from. But if this (song) is the purpose of my life, then I need not worry coz they will be back for sure :)

6. What’s your motto ?

I’m only me when I’m with you. – Miley Cyrus

Absolutely :)

7. What do your friends think of you ?

Teenage Dream – Katty Parry

This is absurd :|

lol!

8. What do your parents think of you?

21 Guns - Greenday

:| no comments.

9. What do you think of often ?

Take Me Along – Miley Cyrus

Yes , I do! :)

10. What is 2 + 2 ?

I’m only me when I’m with you – Miley Cyrus

I’ve a logic here , but I don’t wanna prove myself a stupid . So no comments ;) :D

11. What do you think of your best friend ?

Mine – Taylor Swift

Aahh.. I don’t think so. I’ve stopped believing in ‘ Best Friend ‘ thing!

12. What is your life story ?

The Reason - Hoobastank

Well , I love the song! And if that’s the life purpose then..I don’t know.

13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?

My Heart Beats For Love – Miley Cyrus

Hahaha.. I guess it says it all. ;) :P

14. What do you think when you see the person you like ?

There’s Gonna Be One Less Lonely Girl – Justin Bieber

I wish :)

15. What will you dance to at your wedding 4th anniversary?

Never Let You Go – Justin Bieber

That would be sweet.

Nice :)

16. What will they play at your funeral ?

Goodbye – Miley Cyrus

Awww.. People are gonna cry like hell then.

17. What is your hobby/interest ?

Keep Holding On – Avril

True :( :)

18. What is your biggest fear ?

Crazier – Taylor Swift

How can this be a fear?? Anyone would love to be crazy in someone’s love :)

19. What is your biggest secret ?

Today was A Fairytale – Taylor Swift

Hahaha.. I wish :)

20. What do you want right now ?

Stay – Miley Cyrus

Again 10 on 10.

21. What do you think of your friends?

Dare You To Move – SwitchFoot

Lol!

22. When you want to rush to the toilet, what do you think ?

When I Look At You – Miley Cyrus

Look at what??? :O :P

23. Person you hate the most is in front of you, what will you tell the person ?

Permanent December – Miley Cyrus

Why the hell on earth would I say that??

24. You have just won a lottery. What will you sing ?

Love The Way You Lie – Eminem Rihanna Feat.

Haha.. maybe yes.

25. What will you post this as?

Stay

:)

I would like to tag Pulkit , Sowmi , Priya , Ur Frnd , Sawan , Hary.

I’m eager to see your answer’s ;)

All The Best guys!