Monday, September 28, 2009

My Last Wish...

Each and every moment I spent with you

I lived in Eden

You closed my eyes and took me to an unknown place

I never asked you about the place coz I had faith in you

I was enjoying being in your cosy arms

Though I was blind folded with your gentle hands

I never bothered about the place.

You took me to a place where I could feel the air touching me

The air was gushing into my veins

It was pure as you

You asked me to count to 5 and then open my eyes

I never wanted to cheat you

Coz I trusted you

Trusted you more than anyone in my life






I opened my eyes

Im standing on the top of a hill.

Clouds were right above me.

I could even touch them.

It was splendid

It would have been a promised land if you were with me

I turned back

I din see you anywhere

I was standing alone

All alone at the edge of the cliff

I called you..

I called your name

I could just hear my echo but never a reply from you

Now Im like a dark cloud raining continuously

I cried , I yelled , I screamed

But you never returned

I wanted to call you but my voice din support me

It never understood what you are to me as my heart does

Now Im at the end of my life

And my only wish is to see you

See you once

And die in your arms.

Can you fulfill my wish ?

My last wish…

Thursday, September 17, 2009

56 Hours..!!

Sakshi had a very big fight with her love. He suddenly left her without uttering a word. So heres her dairy entry at n around 8 pm.


Where are you?

Why did you ever leave me?

Every second cuts me in to pieces.

Come back..

Come back to me, I promise I will never fight with you again related to any thing any single thing. Please come back. Im alone all alone . Im incomplete without you.Please come back…:((

I still remember how our fight started. It was none of us mistake . The situation and the time created those misunderstandings. I know I hurt you though you tell me I can never hurt you. But I know you were hurt..

Its because of your patience everything got sorted out.

I thought that was the end of our fight. I never knew what you were thinking. Whether you considered it as the end of the fight our the end of our beautiful relation. I din hear a word from you. I called you a hundred times you never picked the call nor replied to any of my messages .

Its raining now…raining as if the sky is in terrible pain and its not able to stop its tears just like me. So its letting the tears come out as rain.

I always loved to get drench in the rain with you. Dance like a crazy with you. Eating icecream at the parlour and later eating samosa chat and drinking hot coffee at those small stalls….I miss them.

I miss you.

Its being 56 hours since I last spoke to you.

I need you. I want you.. come back.. Im not able to stop these tears. Im not even able to stand properly. Im just falling down. Come back ..come back and give me your hand raise me up and give me your shoulder to lean upon.

Come back.

I promise to make you happy. I will listen to every single word you say I will. Just come back to me.

Im numb. Not able to do anything except crying for you and praying to god to send you back to me.

Im striving to hear a word from you.

Please come back….

I just cry all the time. My pillow is wet with endless tears. I donno when Im sleeping at night. All I know is I want you to be back. I wakeup with your thoughts and again start crying and praying for you. Sometimes dreadful thoughts are coming to if you are in some trouble.

Oh god.. please help him please save him from every trouble and give those sufferings to me. Please be with him god. Please….

After two hours i.e at 10pm she was standing on her terrace to hide her tears in the rain.

Suddenly a flash of light stuck her. She could see some one running towards her house.

In the next flash she could identify that person.

It was her love. She was overwhelmed with joy. She ran down with bare foot. She ran on to the road and started running towards him.

She stopped before him. Both of them were gasping. She immediately hugged him. He could see the tears in her eyes and hugged her and said

“What happened honey.. why are you crying? “

She din utter a word and hugged him tightly.

They both remained the same for few minutes.

After few minutes he hold her and made her comfortable in his arms and then asked the reason.

She said “ I Love You”

He said “I Love You too Honey”

She said “ Don you ever dare to leave me.. Never ever..”

He said “ No never.. I will never leave you”

She said “ Promise”

He said “I promise you dear “ (And kissed her on her forehead)

After sometime she said “Why did you leave me.. leave me all alone . Where did you go?”

He said “Dear even you know these days Im busy attending medical camps, suddenly I got a call from our senior doctor to attend a camp so I had to leave immediately “

She said “You should have atleast told me.. don you care for me ? “

He said “I called you.. I called you a million times.. It always said number unreachable..

so what should I do? “

She said “You should have atleast called me from that place”

He said “You know it is impossible.. but still I know how much you are worried about me.. so I tried calling you but due to these heavy rains all telephone lines have crashed”

She said “hmm.. I missed you.. I missed you alott… “

He said “I know dear.. even I was missing you..thatsy I din evn wait for the bus I just started running as soon as I reached the station just to meet you.”

She hugged him again and said.. “ I love you.. I love you so much”

He said…”I love you more than that honey"

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Deep In My Heart...

You came to me and turned my world in to a paradise

Each and every moment was so special

You were like a ray of hope to survive in this world

Then you suddenly left me

Paradise turned in to a barren land

I was searching for the light,that hope to live

The light which once was the reason to live has left me

When I started to live in the darkness

You came back

You broke the silence and shattered darkness

And again made me feel like heaven

This time you returned to me with boundless love and care

Its eternal bliss to be with you

But deep in my heart Im afraid

Will you again leave me?